I’ve been really busy crocheting up a storm over here! (Literally apparently, since we are having stormy weather today.) I am going to be in my first ever craft fair this coming up weekend! Woo hoo! I’m excited, yet very nervous.
Here’s a look at a few of the things I’ve made this past weekend:
I’ve also worked on some cup cozies, but I don’t have a picture of those up yet. I am going to try to work up a few scarves this week. Fingers crossed I have time to finish all this before Saturday.
This time of the year is really hard for me. There is so much to do! When I get overwhelmed I tend to just shut down. I have anxiety disorder along with depression. Yesterday I sat on my couch crocheting and binge watching old Roseanne episodes. I didn’t even feel like eating. I really hate days like this.
Today hasn’t been much better. I’m so exhausted and I haven’t even done anything! There was a battle in my head this morning over going to the grocery store. My anxiety tends to keep me from doing so much. I know I need to go to the grocery store, yet for some reason I cannot force myself to leave the house. Because of that hour long battle, I gave up. Now I’m depressed and exhausted. If you have anxiety or depression, you know exactly what I mean.
I do not like being on medicine because the anxiety medicine makes me super sleepy and I can’t even function. The depression medicine leaves me feeling like a zombie. I’m a homeschool mom. I don’t have time for that! Nor do I have time to feel like I am now.
What to do….
I could really use your prayers. Thank you so much in advance.
Thank you all for being here with me!